OH MY GOD. I broke of Ena’s mukena yesterday. I felt so bad.
“I’m so sorry, dear… I don’t know what to do. Pardon me, please…”
I went to stress condition with three steps which I through. First, unbelieveable step. I don’t believe that na lost her mukena and that was lost by me. I remembered I put the mukena off in my bag, but nothing. I’m so afraid. Why did I forget something easily? I’m so afraid. There are three things which bring out people can forget something easily; never read Quran or may be only read Quran sometimes, not so memorized Quran, and the last probability is “maksiat” is so closed. Naudzubillah…
The next step is “blame it on me”. yup! I thought I was really fault so fool so stupid, any else? There is nothing more stupid people than me who break of my sister’s mukena. Why is my responsibility still minus? Why? What should I do? And the last step is Internalitation. And I don’t know when it will come to me. I felt so bad totally L
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